Is juss sumthin light!!

Where do I even begin...my mind says No but my heart always tells me yes,how do i tell u just exactly how much u mean to me? How do i live with thinking everyday when i see u, u probably don't even feel the same way i felt about u for the longest. How do i go about ur day wondering if u're even thinkin about me? To kno how it feels to have loved then lost,or to never Have loved at all,there's so many things I wanted to tell u but if I did I'd probably ended upp looking like a fool just blurting my feelings out or be put down cuz u doesn't feel the same way,a fear of rejection but something i'll never say.u probably doesn't even knoe how bad this feeling is,No matter who I like for any period of time long or short, u're there waiting 4 me in the back of my mind cuz u're like No other.u can make me feel like No other,like No girl I ever liked even meant anything cuz they're nothing like u. Sometimes I wonder if God really has a soulmate for everyone,do people really kno at first glance dat the person they gaze at is the one and only person for them? Sumtimes I feel like i'll never fall in luv,like everyone around me has someone,someone down 4 them,and what do I Have? I'm a person dat always had somebody..it hurts 2 see my closest friends all luvvy duvvy and I'm standing there behind my shades like they don't even kno how lucky they are 2 Have eachother,to be able to call somebody baby and stay upp until late at night talking about absolutelty nothing,I've been there b4,but I guess it was false alarm,it was nothing special.and then I look at yu and see a totally different light like damn u one of a kind.I can't even front dat I love yu, its so sad,I can't even bear 2 like any1 else rite now cuz dey all wack compared to me. But w.e maybe it sounds like im Kissin butt or feenin but I'm not,I just feel bad dat I cant say nun of this 2 u and u just won't understand how I feel and take me 4 a fool.

WAT U THINK?

U think i miss u.
U think i care 4 u.
U think i like u.
U think i'm crazy abt u.
Well .. ... ....
I like da way u think!
Cuz i do dese all da time!

WHAT U MEAN TO ME!

U mean da world to me
Nothin will ever come between us
No matter wat anybody says or does
U will always be in my heart
Forever && ever
Ur spot will never be replaced
U hold da key to my heart
&& u have since we met
I will love u forever
&& no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Lyk i sed i will love u forever
No matter wat!!

OH baby cant u see wat u do 2 me? our luv was meant 2 be u were meant for me. every time I see u I get dis feelin tellin me && u are da one. wat a feelin huh? i cant wait 4 da day dat we can be 2gether.I cant let u walk away, cant u see u and me were meant 2 be. Deres nothin left 4 me 2 say but i luv u..

My whole life has changed since u came in.
I knew bak then,u were dat special 1,
I'm so in love, so deep in love,u made my life complete,
U are sweet no 1 can beat. Glad u came into my life!!

ME WITHOUT YOU!

Me without u is like a sneaker with no laces a nerd with no braces a sentence with no spaces!!

TO YOU!

I think of u every second of everday
You're my favorite subject to tlk abt
Wen i hug/kiss u i wish i cud never let go
Most of my dream have u in dem
I always get excited wen i see u again
&& i'm completely in love wit u!!

DA WAY I FEEL!!

Words can't even explain how much I wanna tell u høw I feel,instead of writing it down everyday hoping this will get better. I wish there was something I cud do to let u kno how much I realle do care I wish there was some way dat I cud try 2 prove 2 u dat I cud be the only one that's 4 u ,dat wen u feel bad or mad I'm the first person u call 2 make u feel better and tell u everythin will be ok,I wanna be the person that wen u feel happy u wanna chill with u wanna share ur deepest thoughts with anything on ur mind dat u wanna tell me. I wanna be the person that's on ur mind day and night the person dat u tell ur frends abt and the person dat one day u say I love u 2. Just wanna tell u everything that's in my heart cuz its eating me up everyday that maybe u just won't understand høw I feel and take me 4 a fool.
  

As I lay alone in bed one image comes to my mind,and dats da image of u so sweet, so gentle, so kind so clearly I can see ur picture and tenderly I feel ur touch ur bright ur glowing smile 4 I will alwayz love you no matter which way life turns.u'll always be dat part of me dat will last and never burns..