11/22/08

Is juss sumthin light!!

Where do I even begin...my mind says No but my heart always tells me yes,how do i tell u just exactly how much u mean to me? How do i live with thinking everyday when i see u, u probably don't even feel the same way i felt about u for the longest. How do i go about ur day wondering if u're even thinkin about me? To kno how it feels to have loved then lost,or to never Have loved at all,there's so many things I wanted to tell u but if I did I'd probably ended upp looking like a fool just blurting my feelings out or be put down cuz u doesn't feel the same way,a fear of rejection but something i'll never say.u probably doesn't even knoe how bad this feeling is,No matter who I like for any period of time long or short, u're there waiting 4 me in the back of my mind cuz u're like No other.u can make me feel like No other,like No girl I ever liked even meant anything cuz they're nothing like u. Sometimes I wonder if God really has a soulmate for everyone,do people really kno at first glance dat the person they gaze at is the one and only person for them? Sumtimes I feel like i'll never fall in luv,like everyone around me has someone,someone down 4 them,and what do I Have? I'm a person dat always had somebody..it hurts 2 see my closest friends all luvvy duvvy and I'm standing there behind my shades like they don't even kno how lucky they are 2 Have eachother,to be able to call somebody baby and stay upp until late at night talking about absolutelty nothing,I've been there b4,but I guess it was false alarm,it was nothing special.and then I look at yu and see a totally different light like damn u one of a kind.I can't even front dat I love yu, its so sad,I can't even bear 2 like any1 else rite now cuz dey all wack compared to me. But w.e maybe it sounds like im Kissin butt or feenin but I'm not,I just feel bad dat I cant say nun of this 2 u and u just won't understand how I feel and take me 4 a fool.

WAT U THINK?

U think i miss u.
U think i care 4 u.
U think i like u.
U think i'm crazy abt u.
Well .. ... ....
I like da way u think!
Cuz i do dese all da time!

WHAT U MEAN TO ME!

U mean da world to me
Nothin will ever come between us
No matter wat anybody says or does
U will always be in my heart
Forever && ever
Ur spot will never be replaced
U hold da key to my heart
&& u have since we met
I will love u forever
&& no matter how much we fight
Things will be ok
Lyk i sed i will love u forever
No matter wat!!
OH baby cant u see wat u do 2 me? our luv was meant 2 be u were meant for me. every time I see u I get dis feelin tellin me && u are da one. wat a feelin huh? i cant wait 4 da day dat we can be 2gether.I cant let u walk away, cant u see u and me were meant 2 be. Deres nothin left 4 me 2 say but i luv u..
My whole life has changed since u came in.
I knew bak then,u were dat special 1,
I'm so in love, so deep in love,u made my life complete,
U are sweet no 1 can beat. Glad u came into my life!!

ME WITHOUT YOU!

Me without u is like a sneaker with no laces a nerd with no braces a sentence with no spaces!!

TO YOU!

I think of u every second of everday
You're my favorite subject to tlk abt
Wen i hug/kiss u i wish i cud never let go
Most of my dream have u in dem
I always get excited wen i see u again
&& i'm completely in love wit u!!

DA WAY I FEEL!!

Words can't even explain how much I wanna tell u høw I feel,instead of writing it down everyday hoping this will get better. I wish there was something I cud do to let u kno how much I realle do care I wish there was some way dat I cud try 2 prove 2 u dat I cud be the only one that's 4 u ,dat wen u feel bad or mad I'm the first person u call 2 make u feel better and tell u everythin will be ok,I wanna be the person that wen u feel happy u wanna chill with u wanna share ur deepest thoughts with anything on ur mind dat u wanna tell me. I wanna be the person that's on ur mind day and night the person dat u tell ur frends abt and the person dat one day u say I love u 2. Just wanna tell u everything that's in my heart cuz its eating me up everyday that maybe u just won't understand høw I feel and take me 4 a fool.
  
As I lay alone in bed one image comes to my mind,and dats da image of u so sweet, so gentle, so kind so clearly I can see ur picture and tenderly I feel ur touch ur bright ur glowing smile 4 I will alwayz love you no matter which way life turns.u'll always be dat part of me dat will last and never burns..

8/18/08

"never say i love if you really dont care never talk about feelings if they arent really there never say hello if you really mean goodbye

6/26/08

LOVE ME OR HATE ME EITHER WAY YOURE THINKING OF ME!!
U GATTA TAKE DA GOOD WITH DA BAD
SMILE WIT DA SAD LOVE WAT U GOT
& REMEMBER WAT U HAD LEARN TO FORGIVE BUT NEVER FORGET
LEARN FROM UR MISTAKES BUT NEVER REGRET
PEOPLE CHANGE,THINGS GOES WRONG
JUSS REMEMBER LIFE GOES ON

5/7/08

Im a lover not a fighter but i'll fight for what i love!!!!
you're everything i want and more than i deserve!!!
Love isnt finding someone you can live with its finding someone you cant live without!!!
I'll admit i never was the perfect one...i wasnt always there...i didnt make you smile at all times but there is one thing i'll admit i did.. i was the best person i could be for you!!!!
i dont know where i stand with you and i dont know what i mean to you all i know is everything i think of you.. all i wanna do is be with you!!
me without you is like a sneaker with no laces a nerd with no braces a sentence with no spaces
treating you right is something i will always do.i will never ignore you.i cant even look @ another girl cause you always on my mind.i call u beautiful because thats what you are inside and out.and i always being there for you is something i plan doing for a long time!!

WIFEFY

I want you to be the last one i say good night too...and the first one i say good mornig too !!!!

KIISSES

If kisses were raindrops, i'd send you a showers,if hugs were minuts,i'd send you hours, if smiles were an waves i'd send you the sea and if love was a person,i'd send you me!!!!!
I may not get to see you as i often as i like i may not get to hold in my arms thru the night but deep in my heart i truly know your the only one that i love and i cant let you go!!

TRUE LOVE

True love is when you cant sleep because your reality is better than your dream!!

WHEN I SAW YOU

When i first saw you, i was afraid to meet you,when i first met you i was afraid to hold you when i held you i was afraid to kiss you when i kissed you i was afraid to love now i love you i'm afraid to lose you!!
Late night when all the world is sleeping..i stay up & thiking of you.. and i wihs on a star.. that somewhere you are.. thinking of me too.. cause im dreaming.. of you tonight!!!

DUH

Duh i love you and i'm tryin to explain how water tastes completely impossible

BE LOVE

BE LOVED BUT NEVER LOVE.ATTATCH BUT NEVER COMBINE.TRIP BUT NEVER FALL.TO BE BROKEN IS BETTER THAN SHATTERED.TELL HER OF UR STRENGHT BUT NEVER OF UR PAST.BE TUSTWORTHY BUT NEVER TRUST.BE CRACKED BUT NEVER OPEN!!!!

♡hug ,laugh ,smile ,love♡

dont go lookin 4 love;let it find u bcuz dats y itz called fallin;u dont mean to.....youjustdo
a pretty girl lyk u needs a handsome guy lyk me ♥ love iz lyk a war ♥easy to start hard to end impossible to 4get.u sed u doesn't care but da look in ur eyes tell a completely different story ♥

RULES OF LOVE!!

RULES OF L♥VE:
KISS ON DA LIPS= I LOVE U
KISS ON DA NOSE= LAUGHTER
KISS ON CKEEK= FRIENDSHIP
KISS ON DA FOREHEAD= I CONFORT U
KISS ON DA NECK= I WANT U
KISS ON DA SHOULDER= U R WONDERFUL
KISS ANYWERE ELSE= BE CAREFUL
PLAY AROUND WIT HAIR= CANT LIVE WITOUT U
HOLDIN HANDS= HAPPINESS
ARMS AROUND WAIST= U R MINE I NEED U
A HUG= I CARE
NIBBLE ON AER= START WARMIN UP
SMILIN AT EACHOTHER= I LIKE U
LIFTIN UP EYEBROWS/WINK= FLIRTATION
LOOKIN AROUND= HIDIN TRUE FEELINZ
TENDER KISS ON DA SIDE OF UR LIPS=U'RE MINE
WETTIN UR LIPS= WAITIN 4 A KISS
TEAR DROP= I'M LOSIN U
CRRYIN= I LOST U

1/13/08

Tomorrow i'm going to seal up my heart.And it to my true love,and i hope when she receive it,she will sign for it and send me hers.